Dont Mind Me, I'm Just Spilling My Guts

iancrawfordlovesporn:

panicfanforeva replied to your post: Why did ryan delete his blog?

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We’re So Blogging

Kissed someone.
Smoked a cigarette.
Got so drunk you passed out. 
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day. 
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a ten page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Dangerously close to being in jail.

Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino. 
Had a yard sale.
Had a lemonade stand. 
Actually made money at the lemonade stand. 
Been in a school play. 
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you shouldn’t have.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal. 
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
Gotten caught having a party while parents were gone away.

.. and i was honest

alphadisaster:

If you’re looking for more of the videos of last night, Brendon Fest 11 as Ian called it, I’m uploading them as fast as I can. I have size limits of all kinds on here so I’m trying to work around that. But I will deliver. So stick around and I’ll post em.

But if you have any questions for me, let me know. :D I don’t bite unless you’re a bitch to me.

I’m just setting, I’m just setting a trap
And I’m not pulling, no
I’m not pulling for you, you’re just pulling at me
I’m not a betting man but this is a sure thing

I’ve been to Tokyo and to South Africa
So many places that you might say I’ve seen it all
But my favorite place is the warm embrace
Of holding your hair back in a bathroom stall

Everything I do is bittersweet
You could tell me secrets that I’ll probably repeat
I’m not trying to hurt you, I just love to speak
It feels like we’re pulling teeth
So bittersweet

I guess that’s how its gotta be
I guess that’s how its gotta be

All that hate is gonna burn you up
It keeps me warm at night
Warmer than anyone
I think how many drinks I’ve had
No more in either hand
I’m slurring on purpose
And it’s certainly worth it

Everything I do is bittersweet
You could tell me secrets that I’ll probably repeat
I’m not trying to hurt you, I just love to speak
It feels like we’re pulling teeth
So bittersweet

I guess that’s how its gotta be
I guess that’s how its gotta be
I guess that’s how its gotta be

You and me
Another puppetry
It’s such a mystery why you’re here
And you became as clear as cellophane
My voice of reasoning
I don’t think I can take the way you make me out to be

I’m just setting, I’m just setting a trap
http://www.elyricsworld.com/bittersweet_lyrics_panic_at_the_disco.html
And I’m not pulling, no
I’m not pulling for ya

Everything I do is bittersweet
You could tell me secrets that I’ll probably repeat
I’m not trying to hurt you, I just love to speak
It feels like we’re pulling teeth
So bittersweet

It feels like we’re pulling teeth
So bittersweet

It feels like we’re pulling teeth
So bittersweet

I’ll prove you wrong.. Just watch me.

Your always bringing the worst of me. You say your just kidding. But you have no idea how much it hurts. You make fun of everytime I try and fail when you can’t do it yourself.